| | I hate this, I feel like crying all the time. Im not happy here. I try so hard to be happy, but I cant. Every morning I wake up and do the same thing, work. I have to get the laundry together and do that, wash the dishes, clean up as much of the house as I can, feed the animals, take the dog out... and people dont think that that's hard work, but If you'd seen the condition of this house every single night after Stacey and Gary come home from work, you'd understand. It 's not fun having to do the same thing each and every day. Im getting so sick of it. Just yesterday Stacey brought a ton of clothes out of her room and dumped it in the bathroom, 3 1/2 feet high and like 4 feet wide... laundry for me to do today. I hurt. My back ache's and my legs hurt from having to carry so much stuff all the way to the basement to clean it, from being up and down the stairs so much, from being on my feet all the time...
On the weekend trip we took this past weekend, we went to the Adirondacks. I got elbowed, stomped on, jabbed, so many times its not even funny. Then I got yelled at for stupid ass things, and lectured on so many things... I've taken about as much as I can possibly take. I dont know how much more of this i can do until i snap. I want to leave, I want to get out of this place. But im stuck. No job, no car, no money, nowhere else to go... I feel as if I am doomed to be miserable the rest of my life.
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