| | I am so fucking sick and tired of being lonely out here! I am so sick of things not going my way! Nothing ever goes right for me... Im tired of going to bed at night hoping that when I wake up again things will be better, or my life will straighten out more. I cant do it anymore, i cant pretend to be so happy when im really not.
I broke up with Gareth this morning when I got home. He was great I really liked him, but he didnt live in this country! We didnt speak much anymore! And I thought that a guy out here not even 10 minutes away really liked me! Boy did I really screw up! He didnt even care when I said, I broke up with Gareth today. He just sat there laughing with his new friends. He couldnt care less about me!
I want it all to stop. I want everything to just end! I cant handle this anymore. My fucking life isnt very easy... everyone else around me is so fucking happy all the god damned time!
I miss my friends, I miss my parents, I miss my old town, I miss where I used to live, my old house, my old room... I want to be back! Im so sick of crying all the time.
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| | Posted 8/31/2006 5:12 PM - 1 View - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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